Vector connect cutco representative.

Been a while since i posted on here but thought id share some experience. If you ever run into vector connect, You really need to think about what your about to do. I worked for vector connect as a cutco representative for about a year. I was one of their star salesman, a group leader who helped other people who were starting out. There first thing you may want to think about is do you really want to seel something expensive to the people you knor because that is the way you are going to start off. They are going to tell you its not door to door but that all depends on the way you look at it. You will be driving door to door if you have a car(they like to hire college/ high school students). By the way cutco is a line of knives and knives accessories. The knives are really nice and have a good guarrantee. The job is hard, for most peolple because it involves calling people and arranging appointments. The easiest thing about working their is actually selling the stuff. Making the appointments with the customers is hard. They have some guidelines that you might want to follow but sometimes things get weird, so I usually mentioned that i was a friend of their friend who refered me. Usually they will call and confirm and get an appointment with me. Usually the customer would forget about the appointment but once in their house if you follow the book they LEND you then you will be okay. about 90% of the time i sold something and people would thank me. Imagine poeople paying hundreds to thousands of dollars for knives then thanking you. Most of my customers who bought something thanked me for selling them the knives and i dont think they were being sarcastic. THere were even some whose wives had cut themselves, but their tone of voice just sounded as if they liked the knives even better. But anyways most of the people i have seen going into this type of business usually ends up leaving within a week. There is a lot of time to be dedicated to and if you can then maybe this job is not for you. On some days my manager had some of the workers volunteer on passing out flyers for new recruits. although we dont get paid for it, it was actually( running away from mall cops and loitering someones car with flyers, usually the expensive ones, hahahah), But we always gathered somewhere for some food so it was a great way to make friends. I honestly would not want to work for them again because it is hard work and they do have a lot of rules on rogue sellers. I would reccoment this job if you want to have experience for future jobs because it give out a variety of something to boast about. It has customer service, being able to use the phone, setting up appointments, filing orders, even training. I took out some of the other employees and taught them how to sell products to the clients. Usually you are more likely to seel to someone who already owns cutco then to someone who doesnt. HMM>. i dont know if i am convincing, defering or boring you from vector connect. Ive only had one other job other than this and that was being a math tutor, which was harder than this job. Just remember if you plan on doing this then there is a lot of memorizing to do.

nothing is never good enough for you , there is alwasy something wrong.

So I have been thinking about what you told me. you know the drifting apart thing. Honestly I never felt like we have been drifting apart. I feel the same about you since we have been together. I love you so much. I feel like you are losing interest in me. I really dont need reassurance, but i know you do and it is really hard for me to do. It scares me to think that you will run off with someone else because you tell me we are falling apart. i almost started crying which is really hard for me to do. I really wanted to call you but i know you have to wake up so early. Im really glad you did good on your english, i knew you would. I am disappointed on your math i told you to study. But anyways im sad, your telling me we are drifting, and im thinking you are going to leave me for someone else, maybe someone in your school, they are going to be seeing a lot more of you than me. I really do hate how you are always so negative. it really bothers me. It makes me feel like you dont believe in us. I dont understand, if we have a connection, why do you disturb it by telling me negative things. You told me you loved me when we started talking. Even so you loved another, you would rather be with him because he was always there. If im not there then who would you love? You cant stand being in a long distance relationship(going back to texas convo) what would you do if it did came to that. Would you still love another after loving me? DO you think i would love another? You know, I drifted apart from my ex. The reason why we drifted apart was because i was angry at her, that she rather be with other people than me even though i was willing to go where she was. She tried talking to me, but i was so cold, she threatened me to break it off, but i didnt care, I had my summer time well spent in the bay area. I did bad things because i wanted revenge. If you ever leave, i really dont think i can ever be in a serious relationship with anybody else. I think i would despise relationships. The way you think, is the way you are going to portray life. When you think negative thoughts about us, your only going to find the evidence that supports it and then it will sink you down. I really do not want to run off. I want to stay and get married. I want to build good relations with my parents. I want to build a better life with you. I really think running away is taking the easy way out. Running away should be only when we are forbidden to see each other. Im sorry i cant visit you, it seems the only way to go is to take the bus. I really love you lily. Im really sad, i really do want to cry but i cant be thinking bad about our relationship. Soon i wont have a phone, soon i wont insurance, and soon i wont have a home. My parents are moving to europe. My lifes a mess and i have become to dependant. My father told me i was going to become fat and that you would leave me. I wasted my money on useless junk. I have no idea why i bought those stupid cats, i really thought i could make something out of them. Then no one seemed interested in my work not even you. Do you really support the things i do. You hate the way i clothe myself, you dont like my job. SO what if i want to sell knives my whole life. Cutco has changed the lives of so many people. I believe it can help me change mine. Everyone there is nice and supportive. if you were to come to one of our divisional meetings you could see that too. its not a tuppaware thing or a royal prestige thing, It is something bigger. I use to like wearing camaflouge clothing because it made me look cool. I dont like to wear now because of they way you talked about it. I hate that you let magally talk shit about me, and you agreed with her. id never let anyone talk shit about you. Just thinking about how you talked to cat about how i was talking to my ex, that made me really angry. Do you ever think about how when i have a problem between us, do you ever think i have someone to talk to?, I have no one to talk to. I cant talk to anybody. I just feel alone. now im crying... But anyways the whole reason why im writing is because you think we are drifting apart. I do not agree with you. I love you even more with every day that passes by. I just feel that nothing is ever good enough for you, there always has to be something wrong with us. Its funny that you always tell me that whenever i make a suggestion. Just because there is something missing doesnt mean i dont like it. if it was not good enough for me do you really think id be eating it? All i do is make a suggestion then its not good enough for you.

tsunami

Alright it all started when I was heading to my singing class. It was not in the location it normally was in. Almost everybody that I knew in my class was there plus a lot more people I never seen before. I was late so I had to sneak in through the side window. When I entered the class someone was waiting for me and was ready to start a fight, except that person wanted to kill. Thankfully a friend of mine came by and took me to my seat. i couldn’t really understand what the teacher said but the girls next to me kept talking to me and I think they were coming on to me. Then I remembered that I have been in this school before. It was a school from a different dream where I saw mean lily with another guy. But anyways something crazy happened but I don’t know what it was I forgot, then I was at some beach it was some sort of school vacation because a lot of people that I knew from elac where there. For some reason there where sand backs and big blocks of cement all around because the tide gets high at night and the military watches during the nighttime. All of a sudden there was an earthquake a really big one, one that I have not felt before and after it was gone, it became really quiet and the water began to disappear. I look towards the shore and saw very little water by the time I looked back I saw a huge wave of water coming towards the shore. I immediately jumped behind a cement block and told two other guys to help me hold it. The waves came down and I thought that maybe we were not strong enough to hold it and that eventually the water will kill us. The water kept coming at us for hours and just as I was about to collapse it had stopped. Then I couldn’t stop crying. After I was in some sort of resort and I found out that I and the two other people who helped me survived. It was sad to have found all that out. I was a bit traumatized so I thought to look into the room furthest below so I walked down stairs till I found this room with three beds. But there were people already in there. The room looked like a homeless people were sleeping in it. But I put my bag down and lay down my blanket. As soon as I did that a girl says don’t get to comfortable because we might not be staying in this room. She seemed pretty mad. Then my friend Dianna came in and hugged me saying she was happy to see me. I told her to grab my stuff as we left the room. As I was walking upstairs there were people tell me “good job out there, you were brave”, I really didn’t know how to feel about that. But then there was some girls who asked me if my name was Martin and I said yes, then they smile. I overheard some girls talking about how I was crying after the whole thing was over, but they were only doing it because they thought it was sweet and that really bothered me. I got my room which was on the ground floor. It had a nice view and a swimming pool right outside. I was happy because my girlfriend was there with me. We lied on the bed and I told her what had happened. As we talked the television was on and it showed that the earthquake was a 12.0. Suddenly we heard a noise outside and saw the water spin then rise. It was coming towards us so I told lily  that we needed to head to the bottom of this place. She said angrily I know. I just couldn’t believe that she was giving me an attitude. But we started running down the stairs. there was no one there and all we heard was screams and the building rumbled. a bit of water came down but not enough to bother us.

I wither away as my world Decays.

why does the fly buzz so loudly
and why do i see myself hanged up on the wall, down on the floor, and buried in stuff.
why am i on the shelf and not with you.
Where are the angels of the city?
Do the voices in my head mean something, or am i just crazy.
do the screams antagonize me, or just surprize me.
across this world a war begins.
i wither away as my world decays.
the sharp ends of this stick shall decide
whether i to live or die.
to move or stay
I shall decay.
it is the price i pay.
to look into your eyes
to hold you tight
i shall decay.
it is the price i pay.
to drink your blook
to bond with thee
i shall decay
it is the price i pay.

where are you?!1

lily!!!

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