tsunami

Alright it all started when I was heading to my singing class. It was not in the location it normally was in. Almost everybody that I knew in my class was there plus a lot more people I never seen before. I was late so I had to sneak in through the side window. When I entered the class someone was waiting for me and was ready to start a fight, except that person wanted to kill. Thankfully a friend of mine came by and took me to my seat. i couldn’t really understand what the teacher said but the girls next to me kept talking to me and I think they were coming on to me. Then I remembered that I have been in this school before. It was a school from a different dream where I saw mean lily with another guy. But anyways something crazy happened but I don’t know what it was I forgot, then I was at some beach it was some sort of school vacation because a lot of people that I knew from elac where there. For some reason there where sand backs and big blocks of cement all around because the tide gets high at night and the military watches during the nighttime. All of a sudden there was an earthquake a really big one, one that I have not felt before and after it was gone, it became really quiet and the water began to disappear. I look towards the shore and saw very little water by the time I looked back I saw a huge wave of water coming towards the shore. I immediately jumped behind a cement block and told two other guys to help me hold it. The waves came down and I thought that maybe we were not strong enough to hold it and that eventually the water will kill us. The water kept coming at us for hours and just as I was about to collapse it had stopped. Then I couldn’t stop crying. After I was in some sort of resort and I found out that I and the two other people who helped me survived. It was sad to have found all that out. I was a bit traumatized so I thought to look into the room furthest below so I walked down stairs till I found this room with three beds. But there were people already in there. The room looked like a homeless people were sleeping in it. But I put my bag down and lay down my blanket. As soon as I did that a girl says don’t get to comfortable because we might not be staying in this room. She seemed pretty mad. Then my friend Dianna came in and hugged me saying she was happy to see me. I told her to grab my stuff as we left the room. As I was walking upstairs there were people tell me “good job out there, you were brave”, I really didn’t know how to feel about that. But then there was some girls who asked me if my name was Martin and I said yes, then they smile. I overheard some girls talking about how I was crying after the whole thing was over, but they were only doing it because they thought it was sweet and that really bothered me. I got my room which was on the ground floor. It had a nice view and a swimming pool right outside. I was happy because my girlfriend was there with me. We lied on the bed and I told her what had happened. As we talked the television was on and it showed that the earthquake was a 12.0. Suddenly we heard a noise outside and saw the water spin then rise. It was coming towards us so I told lily  that we needed to head to the bottom of this place. She said angrily I know. I just couldn’t believe that she was giving me an attitude. But we started running down the stairs. there was no one there and all we heard was screams and the building rumbled. a bit of water came down but not enough to bother us.

I wither away as my world Decays.

why does the fly buzz so loudly
and why do i see myself hanged up on the wall, down on the floor, and buried in stuff.
why am i on the shelf and not with you.
Where are the angels of the city?
Do the voices in my head mean something, or am i just crazy.
do the screams antagonize me, or just surprize me.
across this world a war begins.
i wither away as my world decays.
the sharp ends of this stick shall decide
whether i to live or die.
to move or stay
I shall decay.
it is the price i pay.
to look into your eyes
to hold you tight
i shall decay.
it is the price i pay.
to drink your blook
to bond with thee
i shall decay
it is the price i pay.

where are you?!1

lily!!!

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I never do blog much. Back on myspace which was in high school I use to blog all the time. I would talk about different people and even make songs with crappy poetry. But now i'm much older, although maybe a bit less mature (haha jk?, no i'm not.), I just want to experience life out there with my wife and kids.